bf

i'm sure this is true.

when your bf controls your freedom,
ask you to "report" wherever you go,
limits your freedom,
etc etc..
you'll definitely feel irritated,
and every tries to "defy"

BUT,

ones the person stops "irritating" you,
you'll feel uneasy.


yea, its true.






now, i cant even contact bf.
cos his hp was wrecked in the accident.
thus no hp for him ):
when i saw him at the hospital,
i was really delighted.
but at the same time,
felt those kinda sad?
cos his face was covered with obvious scratches.
can see that he's suffering. ):

perhaps you'll never know how i feel ,
until you are in my shoes.


i should have accompanied you home that day ):
i should have asked you to go home that day ):
i should have asked you to go home with your bro and dont look for your friend that day ):
i should have insisted that you sent me home that day ):
..........................................................
so many should have and that day..
but its already past.


treasure what's infront of you,
you'll never know what happens tomorrow, the day after tomorrow..
cherish (:


GET WELL SOON BABY ! (:
iloveyou x3


off to sleep !
waking up early tmr to service my lappy.
and visit bf after that ! (: